Monday, November 20, 2017

HOW I GOT LUCKY!

How did I get Lucky?

Let me tell you how I got Lucky. 
 

It all started when I went looking for a new dog.  I went to the Humaine Society, never made it through the front door without crying.  It was way too soon after Boomer had died.  A few weeks later,  I finally got through the door and looked at the cats first.  Saw a really big and beautiful one named Jack.  The girl said he was really mean and scratched and loved to bite.  Wrong Cat.  I proceeded to go to where the dogs were.  I saw many dogs,  all except 2 had holds on them.  I didn't know you could hold a dog.  Why would you?  I always believed that every person has a special dog just for them.  Today was not my day.  
     
I started to look for dogs in the paper.  Very very expensive dogs.  Yikes!  I started looking at the rescue pets.  The dogs were all so cute but every time I called,  the dog I liked was taken.  Strike 2.
I looked at the paper every week.  I even went to the animal shelter again and tried to find a dog, no luck.

I waited awhile,  really thought about what it takes to have a dog again,  I knew the dog was out there somewhere waiting for me.  I knew then that I really did want another German Shepherd like my other dog.  I still needed my heart to heal also, so more time is good.  I had time, I had the heart,  I just needed to find the dog.  

I started to look online and one day I saw some cute dogs,  I clicked on pictures and started thumbing through them one at a time.  Then I saw a dog who caught my eye.  He was a male German Shepherd about a year old, neutered, well behaved,  named Lucky.  I looked at his picture over and over that day,  wondering if I should make the call.  Was he taken?  Would I be disappointed?   I called and asked where they were located.  Thank goodness they were only one state away in Washington.  I was in Idaho.  So glad he was not in New York or Iceland. 

 I made an appointment to go and see him.  There were many applicants.  I was not worried because if he was meant to be mine, then it would happen.  I prayed.  Should you pray for a dog?  The answer is yes.  Pray for even the little things.  You may not get whatever it is that you want but God does listen.  I believe that with all of my heart.  I felt good in my heart so I proceeded forward.  I had to wait a week for an interview, fill out an application, get money for fees and then wait.  Do you know how many times I looked at his picture?  Waiting is the hardest thing ever. 

 I finally got to go and meet Lucky.   I had stared at his picture for a very long time over the past week.  My heart was ready.  I met the trainer who had him and was fostering him.  I looked into those sweet eyes and I fell in love.  It is amazing how that happens,  sometimes you just know.  The trainer could not promise anything because there were more applicants after me,  I had to wait.

I went home but I left a piece of my heart there that day at the place where Lucky was.  I could not sleep.  I called the trainer almost every day to see how he was doing.  I dreamt of him all week.  I was just having a hard time getting him off my mind.  I kept on thinking and friends kept on reminding me "If it is meant to be, then it will happen".  Did I say already that it is hard to wait?  

On a Saturday,  I got a call,  I am the chosen one.  I was so happy.  I knew that I connected with him that day.  I was the luckiest girl in the whole world.  I truly was myself again,  I was a Happy Camper Girl.  Lucky is home now,  sitting right beside me.  It is a forever love story.  I will be with him forever.  I will take him camping and fishing.  We will sleep in the tent on a mountain and visit friends in cute vintage travel trailers.  We will have adventures.  I will not be alone.  I know that sometimes things are meant to be,  the heartaches and the victories.  My heart is still healing from my Boomer Dog who died.  Lucky is a part of that healing process.   I learn every day about life's ups and downs, it hurts and pain.  I see things on TV and realized how very blessed I really am.  Every day I find out that the greatest thing really is love.  It is love towards another human,  love towards an animal, it is more giving and less receiving.  I am still after 61 years, still learning to love.

Lucky, thanks for picking me.