Wednesday, February 10, 2016

THE DOUBTS AND FEARS THAT PLAGUE MY MIND!

Can I do this?  What happens if a bear comes to visit me?  What if I get bit by a snake?  What if a rat eats one of my backpack straps?  What happens if I fail at my first Ice Arrest?  What If? What If?

Guess I will find out Huh?  I am getting more prepared everyday.  I plan, I read, I look at my checkbook,  I sell stuff in order to buy stuff,  I ask questions, I attend classes and believe me a whole lot more.  I will be ready.

You cannot even think about the "What If's" because 80 % or more of that worry or anxiety will never ever happen.  I will have to take it as it comes.  Oh! and what about the beauty, the wild flowers, the talks and walks with my travel buddy, what of that?

I am the excited type,  you know the type A personality that always sits in the front row,  the one you want to hang out with but they have too many friends.  Well let me tell you,  we really only have a few close friends and we really really like to be alone,  we need that time to replenish ourselves.  I like to be alone, sometimes for days and days.  I need it.  Sometimes my personality is too much for even me.

I think the road and nature calms me,  I like to be like that.  I like to wander around and look at pretty things when I backpack.  I like the "think" time.  I also like to take pictures of beautiful things.  I hope you go on this journey with me and follow the trail and the pictures.  What is life for if not to share.  Thanks in advance.  It's going to be all good.

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